"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself. And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams."
i've been kind of a bum lately, waking up mostly just to do yoga and some zumbaaa classes. haha. however, today i decided to start a little job searching, for after my summer of camping adventures. i applied for jobs all over the place: chicago, seattle, new york. turns out i have no idea what i want or where i want to be. all i know is that if i'm not helping people, serving people DIRECTLY so that i get to see results, i won't be following my path, finding the magic. i remember realizing in jamaica that constantly learning and serving is the only way i've ever felt fulfilled. i crave it. it's crazy. i can't wait.